It honestly hurts me that you couldn’t even text me properly or ask about my whereabouts all this while. Sometimes I just sit and start overthinking everything… like does he even really love me or care about me at all? Is this really the person I say I want to spend the rest of my life with and trust with my dad’s will? I keep thinking about it over and over because you never really showed any concern or support. The way you treat me sometimes is honestly so painful, I just stay calm because I really do love you… but sometimes it feels like you don’t love me the way I love you. I hate when someone doesn’t trust me, especially the person I love. Because what is love when there’s no trust? It’s the same thing that happened when I got here and you kept asking for pictures — which I actually showed you — so I don’t understand what the problem is now. Do you really think I’m doing all this for fun? I’m doing all of this because I’m thinking about our future. I involved you because I truly feel like you’re the best person to handle my dad’s will, that’s why I trusted you with something this serious. But the way you’ve been treating me through all this really isn’t fair, and it hurts a lot when someone I’m committed to doesn’t even seem to care.
ENأنثىفي منتصف العمرحواريوسائل التواصل الاجتماعيترفيهمتوسطمسحمعبرودودهادئناعممقاساحترافي
