It hurts because um…it makes me feel like me and Matilda don’t matter to you.um… Is this really how you want things to be? Uh…As a father, when your family needs you, I believe you should try to show up for them, not stay relaxed about it. Um..I just want you to understand how this makes me feel,um..because right now it seems like you think everything is fine and that you’re always right.