My dearest Marija, It truly hurts knowing things are so difficult for you. I’ve done everything I can to bring us together. Even my manager keeps asking about you because I’ve talked about you so much and wants to meet you someday. You mean everything to me, but lately I can’t help wondering if you love me as deeply as I love you. It feels like what we have is slowly slipping away, and that breaks my heart. I love you, and I don’t want to lose us.