مولد صوت AI bry بواسطة Fish Audio

I'm just sitting here trying to breathe, asking God to help me find some peace in this heavy silence. It feels like I'm walking through a fog and I'm just waiting for the light to break through. I'm really trying to trust, but I'm just so tired.

And then I just... I couldn't handle it anymore. The appointments, the paperwork, everything just piling up. Like, my brain just couldn't process it all. God, it's just so overwhelming sometimes.

You know what hurts the most? I told you I've been hurt and I told you I've been in a dark place before. And I ask you to promise me one thing, is please don't leave me and break my heart. And what did you do? You said, baby, I'm never gonna leave you. I love you and I care for you, but you're not here today because you lied. You left me. You left me and you put me in the place that I just got out of.

Listen man, you know what hurts the most? When you realize like, everything you did, all the pain you caused, it's all because you couldn't control yourself. And now I'm sitting here every day thinking about it, you understand? Please don't make the same mistakes I did.

Like I can't even handle this shit anymore. Every fucking day it's the same goddamn thing. Why do people keep saying "just be positive" like it's so fucking easy? I'm literally falling apart and nobody fucking gets it. I'm so done.

Hey Glenn bell i just want to make you happy okay

Today's appointment. Need to remember insurance papers. My head's spinning with all these medical terms. Work emails piling up, but can't focus. Should I tell the team? Maybe next week. The pills make me dizzy, but deadlines don't wait. Keep it together.

Please, just... I can't handle seeing you hurt because of me. I know you're trying to help, but I'm not - I'm not worth all this pain. Just stay away, please. I'll only make things worse.