مولد صوت AI مجاني Morten harket من Fish Audio

Sometimes I just sit here and, like, wonder if people really want me around, you know? I try to be better, but maybe I'm just, I don't know, too much for them. They smile but I can tell they're tired of me.

Six months ago, I thought I had lost everything - my marriage, my reputation, my friends. Looking back now, I realize my actions destroyed more than just my relationship. Every morning I wake up facing the consequences of that single terrible choice.

I'm just trying to keep it together, but some days are just a complete fucking disaster. Life keeps throwing this bullshit at me and I'm just here trying to be real with you guys. It's hard to stay positive when everything feels so quiet and empty right now.

It's midnight over here, and I can't fall asleep, sweetie. I'm just thinking about everything that is happening in my life... The thought that I have lost my dear son is unbelievable, and it's making me go crazy and the fact that I'm far away from you at this time of my life is killing me slowly.

I never thought I'd become the person I am today. My daughter used to look at me with such trust in her eyes, but lately, I've noticed her flinching when I raise my voice. The cycle I promised to break is repeating itself, and I'm terrified.

Sometimes I lie awake at night, thinking about all the times I gave pieces of myself to people who never even noticed they were holding them. It hurts knowing they've probably forgotten while I'm still here remembering everything.

I see you've changed your profile picture again, replacing our memories with new ones. Every notification shows me you're moving on while I'm stuck here, remembering us. Why do you keep viewing my stories if you don't want me anymore?

Sometimes I just sit here thinking about how things never really change you know just the same feelings day after day I don't even know if I want them to change anymore it's like comfort in the familiar pain.