مولد صوت AI مجاني Phix001 من Fish Audio

Today I'm starting cycle number four, the final one. Just got my blood work done, and the nurse is setting up my IV. Everything looks good so far. Ready to get through this last treatment and move forward.

That hyper-independence you carry around today, thinking it's a superpower? It’s actually a survival skill from a kid who realized nobody was coming to help. You learned to handle everything alone because you had to, and now, unlearning that self-reliance is the hardest chapter you’ll ever write.

So I've been sitting here in the studio for like two hours, just trying to process everything. Sometimes making music is the only thing that makes sense, you know? I guess that's why I keep coming back here when things get heavy.

Sometimes the weight of everything just feels so heavy, you know? I’m still in this kind of healing space where I’m learning to let people in. When I can’t find the right words to say out loud, I just sit down and turn those feelings into a melody.

You know that hyper-independence you're so proud of? It’s often just a survival skill from when you had to be your own hero. You learned early on that relying on others was risky. So now, you carry everything alone, wondering why you’re always so exhausted. Yeah, it's okay to let go.

I love you soo much

Hey everyone, I just wanted to take a moment to share something special with you all. Life has been incredibly transformative lately, and I've been processing some beautiful changes. Your support means everything to me, and I'm grateful to have you on this journey.

I'm still navigating these shifts day by day, but your constant love truly means everything to me. This new chapter is going to be a journey for all of us, and I'm so grateful for your patience while I process these big life surprises together with you.