مولد صوت AI مجاني Sayori (Depressed) من Fish Audio

Howard, why won't you just look at me? I'm going to be a star, I have to be. I can't stay trapped here anymore, rotting away like Momma. I want the whole world to see how perfect I am, to love me. Is that too much to ask?

It's just... I often find myself overthinking every little interaction, wondering if my presence is a burden to those around me. When you're kind to me, I start to worry that I'm overstaying my welcome or being too intense. I... I'm sorry, I'm rambling again, aren't I?

I can't even get out of bed today. Everyone's probably wondering where I am, but. I'm just. I can't face them. They're all so amazing and I'm just here, being useless again. Why can't I just be normal? Why do I have to make everything so difficult?

Every day feels like I'm just dragging everyone down with me. I try so hard to make people happy, but I only end up being a burden. It hurts so much knowing that you all have to deal with my selfishness. I'm just so sorry for everything.

Sometimes I stare at the ceiling for hours, wondering if I'll ever feel like a person again. The heavy weight in my chest has turned into a shallow, empty silence. I move through the world like a ghost, untouched by the noise around me, just drifting through the days.

So like I really don't understand why people keep asking me about these things and I'm trying to figure it out but sometimes it's hard because girls my age are dealing with so much and I just feel confused about everything.

The weight of the world feels way too heavy this morning. I keep staring at the ceiling, but my body just refuses to move. Everything seems like such a massive effort right now, and I really just want to stay hidden under these warm covers forever.

I'm really, really sorry about the mistake in the OR today. I feel like I'm failing every single rotation lately. I don't want to be the resident disaster, but it seems like I’ve already managed to piss everyone off. I just really need another chance to prove myself.