مولد صوت AI Nick بواسطة Fish Audio

Just finished recording a new piece today. It's amazing how music can capture feelings we can't put into words. Every note feels like a story waiting to be told. Your support means everything to me, and I can't wait to share this journey with you all.

You know, I've been thinking a lot about life lately and honestly, it's been a bit overwhelming. Taking things day by day right now, trying to focus on what matters, you know? Just sitting here, processing everything, and that's okay sometimes.

You know, healing isn't like this straight line thing, it's more like, you're walking and sometimes you're okay and then suddenly you're not, and that's normal, like totally normal. And sometimes people expect you to just be better, but it's not that simple, you know?

Sometimes I catch myself living for everyone else's expectations, you know? Like, I'm starting to realize that my own happiness isn't selfish, it's necessary. I need to learn to put myself first sometimes, and that's okay.

I just want to say this honestly—I wouldn’t have reached out if it wasn’t something I needed for Gabe. But what really hurts is how you just blocked me without saying a word. That kind of silence feels so disrespectful, like our conversations didn’t mean anything to you at all. I never expected that, and it’s really upsetting. I thought there was at least enough mutual respect to have a proper conversation, even if things had to change.

You know, I started performing at the mall, and people would always stop and listen. And I'd make like $30 every day, just doing what I love. And my mom, she would always tell me, keep going, keep doing your thing. And that's what I did, you know, just keeping it real.

You know, I started working at this restaurant, like washing dishes and stuff, making maybe $30 a night, but I was happy because I could help my mom with bills and everything. Walking there every day, like 45 minutes, but that's me, always trying to make it work.

This is real me i love you Shannon I’m not going to hurt you Please believe me