مولد صوت AI ………. مجاني من Fish Audio

I'm just trying to keep it together, but some days are just a complete fucking disaster. Life keeps throwing this bullshit at me and I'm just here trying to be real with you guys. It's hard to stay positive when everything feels so quiet and empty right now.

I sometimes wonder if the progress is just an illusion. I know I should feel more hopeful, but the medicine feels colder now, and the nights are getting longer. I'm still here, waiting for a breakthrough that feels further away with every passing day.

I should have listened when you tried to reach out to me. But I kept my distance, always maintaining my walls. My head is still not for patting, but perhaps my heart didn't need such strong defenses. Why didn't I understand that sooner?

I find myself staring at the horizon, wondering if you are looking back. I write your name in the sand, thinking that if only, if only these feelings could reach you across the sea, then the silence wouldn't feel so heavy and cold.

Honestly, I'm just sitting here trying to process all this fucking bullshit life keeps throwing at me. It's so hard to stay positive when your heart is just fucking broken, you know? The house is way too quiet without my ride or die, but I’m gonna try to keep pushing forward.

Listen here, sweetheart. You think you can just ignore me like that? I see you trying to look away, but we both know better. When I'm talking to you, your attention belongs to me. Every. Fucking. Second. Now look at me properly.

I know I messed up again. I was trying to protect everyone, but I just made things worse. You've always been there for me, and I pushed you away. I was scared and confused. Please give me another chance to make things right.

Sometimes I wonder if the pieces of my heart will ever fit together right. I know I'm broken in ways that make loving difficult. But through all the chaos and uncertainty, I'm learning to embrace these scattered parts of me. Maybe that's what healing looks like.