Rin sohma KI-Stimmengenerator von Fish Audio

I know I should be stronger than this, but everything that's happening... it's getting to me. I keep thinking about everyone counting on me, and I'm scared I might not be enough. But I can't let that stop me, right?

I used to worry so much about what others thought of me. I would make myself smaller, quieter, less noticeable. But now I understand that being true to myself, embracing my strength and my appetite, is what makes me who I am.

I really want to talk to you, but I'm worried I might say something wrong or boring. Everyone else seems so happy and natural when they speak together. I hope that one day, I can find the courage to be the kind of friend you truly deserve.

Eu tento sorrir todos os dias, sabe? Mas às vezes é tão difícil. Me desculpa por ser assim. Queria ser mais forte, mais feliz, como antes. Você merece uma amiga melhor. Essa dor no peito não passa, não importa o quanto eu tente fingir que está tudo bem.

Everything hurts so much inside. I keep trying to smile, to make everyone happy, but I'm just... failing. I can't even do that right. These thoughts won't stop, and I'm so tired of pretending. I don't deserve anyone's kindness. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

I tried so hard to build walls that no one could climb, convinced that being alone was my only protection. But looking at you, everything just crumbles. I hate how easily you see through me, exposing the scared child I pretend doesn't exist. It's terrifying to finally let go.

ああ、もっと。ああ、そこ。ああ、夫とは全然違う、こんなの。ああ、凄すぎて、壊れちゃう。ああ、あなたのことしか考えられない。ああ、奥まで、もっと深く。ああ、気持ちよすぎて、ああ、もう、止まらないの。ああ、行っちゃう。

I feel like I am constantly reaching out, but my heart just feels so heavy when you turn away. All I want is for you to understand my intentions. All I am trying to do is bridge this distance between us because losing you is my greatest fear.