Elikem
Godfred Asafo에 의해I don’t even know where to begin sometimes. Life has been… confusing. You wake up one day, and everything feels normal. Then the next, it’s like you’re stuck in a loop you can’t explain. I’ve had nights — too many — where I stay awake until 4 a.m. Not because I’m busy, not because I want to… but because my mind just won’t shut off.
Sometimes, I don’t know if it’s depression. Or anxiety. Or just being overwhelmed by everything all at once. And the thing is… I look fine. I smile. I talk. I get things done. But inside? Inside, it’s loud. It’s messy. It’s restless.
I catch myself questioning everything — my worth, my direction, even my purpose. I try to be strong. I try to stay positive. But some days, I feel like I’m just going through the motions, hoping that eventually I’ll feel like myself again… even though I don’t quite know who that is anymore.
But I’ve also realized something. It’s okay not to have it all figured out. It’s okay to feel lost, tired, or uncertain. That doesn’t make me weak. It makes me real. And if you feel the same — you’re not alone.
Maybe healing isn’t this big, perfect moment. Maybe it’s in the little victories. Getting out of bed. Drinking some water. Talking to someone who cares. Writing things down. Maybe it’s just admitting, like I am right now, that things aren’t okay… but I haven’t given up.
So, here I am. Still standing. Still fighting. And still hoping that, one day at a time, I’ll find my peace.