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I spent so long thinking I had to carry this weight alone to pay for my mistakes. I blocked out everyone's faces because I was scared of being judged. But maybe, just maybe, I can find a way to start making things right again.

I'm just trying to keep it together, but some days are just a complete fucking disaster. Life keeps throwing this bullshit at me and I'm just here trying to be real with you guys. It's hard to stay positive when everything feels so quiet and empty right now.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm doing enough in this relationship. Do you understand when I need my space? When I'm quiet, it's not because I don't care - it's because I care so much that it overwhelms me. I'm learning to open up more, but it takes time.

I thought that by staying quiet and keeping to myself, I could avoid hurting anyone else. I deserved to be alone after what I did back then. But watching everyone move on, I realized that maybe I was just running away from my own guilt again.

Sometimes I wonder if I'm making any progress at all. Everyone else seems to move forward so naturally, while I'm still struggling with basic things. But when I see how far I've come since we first met, maybe... maybe I am growing stronger too.

Sometimes I wonder if anyone understands how hard it is just to look up, to face people. My hands keep shaking when I try. Everyone else makes it seem so easy, but for me... it's like carrying something heavy that won't go away.

I spent so much time acting like I didn't care, hurting the people who actually stayed. Now that they're gone, I finally see the damage I did. It’s a bitter pill to swallow, realizing I’m the one who caused my own misery by being such an idiot.

Sometimes I wonder if I even deserve to be happy after everything that happened. I spent so long blocking out everyone's faces and voices just to survive the guilt. But maybe, just maybe, I can find a way to finally look them in the eye.