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Today at lunch, I accidentally used my coworker's coffee mug, thinking it was mine since we have identical ones. When she caught me washing it, I panicked and pretended I was just being helpful. Then I noticed her name written on the bottom, and she definitely saw me notice it.

And like, when I was making this song, I kept thinking about how, you know, sometimes in the studio you get caught up in the moment and, like, you're trying to make something perfect but then you realize that maybe perfect isn't what it needs to be, it just needs to be real.

So I've been waiting for those results to come back, the doctor said it takes a few days but I'm just sitting here by the phone anyway hoping for the best because you never know what they'll find once they start looking into everything these days.

I remember this one time during high school when I had the house to myself for a weekend. My parents were at some conference, and it was kind of weird being alone in such a big place. I mostly just played video games and ordered pizza.

You know, it's funny because I was actually thinking about that the other day, and I probably wasn't paying as much attention as I should have been, but everyone was being really nice and the whole thing was just a bit different than what people are saying.

Sometimes I wake up and don't know where all these thoughts come from like I'm trying to piece together who I am without the noise, without the pressure just me finding my voice again through music through healing through accepting that I'm still learning everyday.

Well, you know, I was thinking about this new song I wanted to record, and I mean, I wasn't sure if it would work, but I just kind of went into the studio and, well, sometimes you just have to try things, even though you're not really confident about it.

I'm just trying to stay focused on the positive energy, you feel me? It's hard when your own mind feels like a cage. But I'm evolving, I'm trying to be better for myself and for you guys. We just gotta keep pushing through the darkness, honestly.