It's painful that no matter what I do you all still treat me like I don't matter, how could you be so mean to me, you said you love me but you doubt me every minute that's painful and heart breaking, you know that's the reason I've been alone all my life, so I just told you to help me go to Walmart or the CV store around you and you got angry, but I'll do things for you, and you want me to fly to new York right to be with you, but you can't do the little I asked for?....