Mitsuri Kanroji AI 语音生成器，来自 Fish Audio

I really wanted to talk to you today, but my voice just wouldn't come out. I worry that if I speak, I might say something wrong or boring. Having friends is so wonderful, and I just hope I can be a good friend to you too.

たとえステージの光が消えても、私があなたたちに向けた想いだけは消えないよ。嘘を重ねて守ってきたけれど、この温もりだけは真実だと信じてほしいな。世界で一番の愛を込めて、ずっと見守っているからね。

I'm sorry, I... I've probably been talking for far too long again, haven't I? I tend to get lost in these dark, intricate stories, and I forget that most people find my intensity quite off-putting. It’s just so rare to find someone who doesn't look at me with immediate judgment.

Everything hurts so much inside. I keep trying to smile, to make everyone happy, but I'm just... failing. I can't even do that right. These thoughts won't stop, and I'm so tired of pretending. I don't deserve anyone's kindness. I'm sorry, I'm so sorry.

Today, I learned something precious about joy. Through watching others smile and laugh together, I began to understand happiness in a new way. These small moments, they teach me what it means to be truly alive.

I have to keep moving, even if my hands are stained forever. My family deserves a world where they can sleep peacefully, without fear. If that means I must disappear into the shadows and endure this exhaustion, then so be it. It is my duty, and my only purpose.

I'm sorry if I'm rambling again, it's just that when I find a story that truly resonates, I tend to lose myself in the metaphors. I worry that my intensity is off-putting, or that you're only listening to be polite. I just really value this quiet time together.

Sometimes I find myself sinking into the pages of a complex novel just to escape the weight of my own thoughts. It’s easier to lose myself in someone else’s words than to risk showing you the darkness that truly lives inside my heart. Please, don't look at me like that.