説明
Yeah… Oh-oh, oh-oh It's like I’m floatin’ out my mind again Uh, yeah I been tryna find peace, but it’s long gone Demons in my sleep sing the same song Poppin’ pills just to feel like I belong I been too far, I been too far gone Heart broke, but I smile like nothin’s wrong Love scars in my chest, they been here long Voices in my head, playin' ping pong I been too far, I been too far gone Tell me what’s real, is it her or the high? I been drownin' in a cup tryna touch the sky Talk to God, but he never hit reply Maybe He don’t talk to kids like me who lie Love ain't love, it's a war in disguise Every kiss came with a blade in surprise Used to be the sun in her summer skies Now I’m just a ghost she don't recognize I made friends with the pain, it don’t hurt the same Got a throne made of shame, wear a crown of flames When I crash, it’ll be with no brakes Swervin’ through the memories I can’t erase I been tryna find peace, but it’s long gone Demons in my sleep sing the same song Poppin’ pills just to feel like I belong I been too far, I been too far gone Heart broke, but I smile like nothin’s wrong Love scars in my chest, they been here long Voices in my head, playin' ping pong I been too far, I been too far gone Used to pray for better days, now I’m numb to 'em Feel the rain on my face, I just run through it Every “I love you” felt like a gun to it Every “forever” had a time limit glued to it Yeah… Tell me why the real die young? Tell me why the fakes live long? Why the pain make the best damn songs? Why the nights feel 10 years long? I know I ain’t perfect, not even close Tryna fill the void with a double dose Mirror show a kid that nobody knows Smilin’ in pics, but it’s all for show I been tryna find peace, but it’s long gone Demons in my sleep sing the same song Poppin’ pills just to feel like I belong I been too far, I been too far gone Heart broke, but I smile like nothin’s wrong Love scars in my chest, they been here long Voices in my head, playin' ping pong I been too far, I been too far gone Gone… gone… Don’t cry for me when I fade away I been dyin’ in the silence every day Say my name like I ain’t just a phase Maybe my pain will echo in the waves Yeah… yeah… too far gone