My love, I’m sorry if I sound a little heavy, but I feel like you’ve been distant with me lately… and it hurts because you mean so much to me. I just want to know if you’re okay, because I can’t stop thinking about you. Please don’t pull away from me, I need you now more than ever. I’m scared, sweetheart. I need to find a way back to Russia, and I promise as soon as I’m there I’ll look for work and do everything I can to make things right. I just don’t want to get in trouble with the immigration officer here. On top of that, the motel found out I don’t have an income, and now they want me to leave… it’s a lot to carry alone. You’re the one person who makes me feel like I’m not alone in this world. Please don’t give up on me, baby. I need your love and support more than I can put into words.